Books!

I was reading one of the many magazines my mom buys throughout the week and one of them had an article in it about a book called Crazy Love. I will be buying that today.

I had a rough day yesterday and I finally sat down and talked to my mother (who was intoxicated so I'm not sure if she even remembers). I'm tired of being the bullied. I'm tired of everyone taking out their aggression on me. I've grown up alot since Pieter's been born. Before, I would have just fought back but now I'd prefer to keep the peace.

So anyway, the conversation went alright. I cried and she kept getting off topic...because everything is ALWAYS about everyone else. I kept bringing her back. I told her that Alexis was out of line for the comments she made yesterday and last night and she agreed. I found a wonderful blog that made me feel alot better.
Fuck what anyone thinks about my mothering abilities! I think I do a pretty damn good job!