I tend to find the saddest things to watch or read and then sob my eyes out. This blog has tons of readers and I've been glancing at it from time to time. It's sad, and I couldn't even come close to imagining what it would feel like to lose your spouse. I specifically went through and looked up the entries listed under "Liz." I read each one, looked at every picture, and listened to the sad songs her husband posted. After this, I went into my room and cried cuddling up to Nick while he slept. I don't want to imagine my life without him and Matt's blog just reiterated that.
ANYWAY, I'm not sure why I'm in a sad mood. I think I'm just super tired and I'm a bit overwhelmed with this tongue piercing. It's been 5 days of pain and no eating. My tongue tore a bit the first day (bc the bar was so long I couldn't even close my mouth to swallow...stupid piercer) so it's a bit more painful than normal. Imagine moving your tongue a certain way and every time you do so you have an intense feeling of being stung by a bee...that's what I feel whenever I eat. I've lost 5 pounds. I wouldn't do it again.
Today Nick and I are going to go see Harry Potter while our neighbor watches my little man. It's nice having someone live so close. I watch her son, she watches mine and no money has to be exchanged. However, I'm still nervous. My son is my world and if anything ever happened to him I don't know what I'd do. He drives me fucking insane, but I love him more than I could love anything.
Here's a video Pieter's God dad made :-)
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